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Original Kent

2006-03-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

Visit the original Kent at http://www.dribblescribble.blogspot.com .

Enjoy!

Chelsea FC VS FC Barcelona

2006-02-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for some time already.. Well... I was pissed as a football match a few days ago made me lose S$20. To hell with both teams. Here they are, and my personal report.

Match: Chelsea FC VS FC Barcelona
Venue: Stamford Bridge
League: UEFA Champions League 1st leg

Chelsea FC Line up

1 Petr Cech
3 Asier Del Horno
20 Renato Paulo Ferreira
6 Alberto Ricardo Carvalho
26 John Terry
10 Joe Cole (14 Njitap Geremi)(40 min)
8 Frank Lampard
4 Claude Makelele
16 Arjen Robben (24 Shaun Wright-Phillips)(78 min)
9 Hernan Crespo (15 Didier Drogba)(45 min)
22 Eidur Gudjohnsen

FC Barcelona Line up

1 Victor Valdes
15 José Edmílson
4 Rafael Marquez
23 Presas Oleguer
5 Carles Puyol
20 Anderson Deco (24 Andres Iniesta)(85 min)
30 Lionel Messi
3 Thiago Motta (7 Henrik Larsson)(66 min)
12 Giovanni Van Bronckhorst (16 Silvio Sylvinho)(69 min)
9 Samuel Eto'o
10 Ronaldinho

All the players listed above are good. Their managers, José Mourinho(Chelsea) and Frank Rijkaard(Barcelona) are good managers. They are thinking men. However, some players from both sides like to play stupid football(despite the advertisement, JOGA BONITO, which means playing beautiful football).

First Stupid Player

Mr. Asier Del Horno
At the 33rd min, he gave Lionel Messi a blood-curdling slide causing him to be sent off and leaving Chelsea with only 10 men to continue the long game.

Second Stupid Player

Photo not available

Mr. Thiago Motta
This 'genius' did an amazing own goal for his team in the 59th min. Victor Valdes was going to have all the joy and glory from the free-kick from Lampard when he came in between and got the ball in his own net. One word: STUPID. And this guy made me lose S$40. Cos' i bought total goals, 0(I win S$60) and 1(I win S$20).

Third Stupid Player

Mr. John Terry
The English national thought to be the best man in defence did a stupid mistake by back heading the free-kick from Larsson. Absurd. He was suppose to be good. What? Out of touch.

Despite dumbos in the match, a few stars rose to bring the good name of their team(Yes, i mean team, without a 's'). Barcelona gets the credit.

Stars(No photos)

Lionel Messi
Indeed Man-of-the-Match. No doubt about it. The chances created by him, the shots taken by him, made him nothing but world-class. If George Best was still around, he'd loved Messi. Salute to Messi!

Samuel Eto'o
Another terrific goal-scorer. Works hard, gives all he can to impress Rijkaard. Rijkaard is lucky to have him in his squad. Scored the winning goal in the 83rd min with a header from Ronaldinho the Magician.

Ronaldinho
The Master Magician of Football after Pele. He controls the midfield. The teamwork and beautiful football by him and Messi makes Barcelona a must-watch team. Good man. Another good catch by Rijkaard.

Basically, my conclusion is that Chelsea's complacency is setting in. They've got to know that the Champions League is not EPL. It's where the best of the best become the champion of Europe(like what Liverpool did last season). For Chelsea to win, they have to score at least 2 goals. At least. I doubt their ability with Mourinho's disease setting in. HAHA!

*spits* on Mourinho

i_____<3______rer

merry christmas and a happy new year!!

2006-01-05T00:47:00.000+08:00

Firstly MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS! i know it's a lil late. but fuck i got no time ok? =p

Next HAPPY 2006!!! fuck it again.. i got no time again ok?

anyway, i think 2006 is a gd yr. a new year for me. a wonderful yr. =D

why?

1. I am going into poly year 2 this year.
2. My relationship with daRling takes a turn and we celebrate our half anniversery and 1st anni this year.
3. i can have more ang baos this year.
4. i have one more christmas this year.
5. i have one more birthday this year.

bla bla bla. i guess nothin takes the turn for the better except the second one. sigh..wait till something good comes along.

btw.. come thinkin abt it, 2006 isn't that gd.

raffles hotel management: YOU ARE F-KING SLOW IN YOUR PAY TRANSFER!
in other words, i haven't got my f-king pay to buy the things i wan!
another thing is i bought a f-king computer game which cannot be f-king installed.

=p everything else is f-king except her. lalala!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

how could you...

2005-12-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

how could you be so ungrateful?

fine if you don't think i deserve anything. fine.. that's very nice of you.

after all i've done.. writing eight letters. cutting my hand while changing ink in the printer just to print those letters.spending a bomb to get present for you. how? i dun get it..

can love ever turn so bad? bad as in selfish.i dunno.. i'm suffering.

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

6th day...

2005-12-06T14:21:00.000+08:00

daRling called me this morning.. =))

it's the 6th day today and she's coming home soon.. hehe..
anyway..i'm planning to give her a BIG BIG surprise when she returns.

actually i'm in sch now.. i've missed BTM and now i'm here for internet technology. hmm.. i'm gonna start a new column in my blog for the stuff that i'm suppose to do.
I SHOULD!

or i'll be forgetting to do things.

well so long..i'm in a happy mood today.. =)))

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

=)) i'm glad..

2005-12-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

daRling called me at nine plus just now.. =)))

and she cried.. ='(

daRling...dun cry..i'll get ur mmsp tix tmr and we can go together.. YAYS!!
dun cry k? i miss you alot too..i hope you are enjoying urself there..

i love you.. muacks!!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i'm afraid it'll be the past again....

2005-12-04T02:12:00.000+08:00

there's something i afraid might turn out..like it turned out in the past.

ever had a spouse, who went overseas, came back and told you he/she doesn't love you as much as before anymore?

well i guess mine's the case...

daRling called me just now.

we talked for three minutes.

she seems changed.... i dunno....she SOUNDS like she's changed..

could it be she doesn't love me anymore...

blah! i'll ask her tmr night... hopefully she calls....

i still love her as before..nv faded..

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

daRling just called me.. 5 more days.....

2005-12-03T19:34:00.000+08:00

daRling just called me..

and it's 5 more days before she comes back..
i can't wait till that day..meanwhile...

i miss her...

i miss her...

i miss her...

i miss her...

i miss her...

I MISS HER!!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

day one of my misery~ i miss her.

2005-12-02T01:43:00.000+08:00

today, daRling left for japan..

no one speaks to me like her.

no one hugs and cuddles with me like her.

no one shower love on me like her.

no one gives me more care and concern than her.

i love her. But she's not with me now. i dun have her by my side. i miss her..everyday..

i love her.. i love her..

i need her now.. now....... *cries*

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

maple maple maple and a sweeet msg..

2005-11-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

well..nothin much to say..only i'm feeling much better. =)) relieved..
well..'ve been mapling a lot these few days..can't really control myself..LOL!
daRling bought me the maple card..yay!! bought some dumb stuff..wasted money lar..wth..

and i've decided on a thing.. i'll talk very little about myself from today onwards..maybe only a short paragraph.but i'll start on certain issues that i'm not happy abt in life.. this shall be a shrine of unhappiness in life, EXPRESSED!

here's a very sweet msg from a lovely wife to a lucky husband:

a msg t a laogong: ur baobei laopo loves u 4ever n is sorry 4 all e quarrels n misunderstandings. 4 e past 111 days, ur baobei laopo nvr stop loving you, muarrks!

shaweeet right??

ok la..from my daRling la..

ok..lemme try and continue patching maple la..grrr.... blog again next time.. ciaos.

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i watched harry potter.

2005-11-18T08:40:00.000+08:00

for those of you who haven't watch HARRY POTTER AND THE GOBLET OF FIRE, IT'S FUCKIN NICE!!

better go watch it..went to jurong point to watch it with daRling yesterday..
ok..here i go..

babes of the movie:
fleur delacour
hermione granger

no handsome guys. =pPpp

anyway...ya'll should seriously go and watch..
blimey i'm talkin abt the show non stop..

ok thanks dear for watching the show with me..

i shall not leak out info abt the movie.. tata.
cheers everyone *eats more every-flavor beans*

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

harry potter and the goblet of fire.

2005-11-17T15:47:00.000+08:00

hi everyone..i have a good news to tell all of you today(except gavin)

i am watching Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire TODAY!!

that's all i'm gonna blog about today..hehe...can't wait for the movie to start..
i'm havin BTM now..kinda boring doing those draftings on microstation triforma.

well..actually, i wanna say that many things had happened the past few days..
i tried to make things right but everything just turns out wrong..
but i hope things will only get better by 30 July 2006. that's when i'll be the happiest man on earth.MUAHAHAHAHA!!!

ok..off to do drafting again..BOOOOORING.....

blog again some other time..tata! ciaos..

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

computer broke down.

2005-11-08T15:26:00.000+08:00

FINALLY...... i'm back..but too bad my com's still broken..
didnt think it'll take that long to repair one fucktard muhfuckin computer of mine.

ok i'm in class now and due to er xinyi's request for me to update even though i do not have a com to use.okok..i'm updating now..

firstly, my com's broken..then i've been skipping lessons..cos i've been vomitting and shitting.
maybe that's cos i have food poisoning..
then i havent been goin to work cos i've been rather lazy also..
finally, this this this this this blog have not been rather exciting..

soooo.. what i wanna say is, if this blog continues to get more boring than ever, i'm gonna close this blog down and start a new one ONLY referring to public issues..what do u guys think??well provided there are public issues happening.. =/

ok..day by day i miss her..day by day i love her...
but she's going to japan soon. =(((

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i'm at rer's hse again..

2005-10-21T13:38:00.000+08:00

ok i'm at rer's hse again..
i know...again and again..well..i'm lazy to talk abt anything that's happened the past few days..
but there is something weird..

my wife has got a craving over the four leaf clover..maybe it's those handphone keychains that brought her the craze..LOL..she's really cute.

ok IE camp was kinda fun..though i missed rer alot.. =PpPP
she went to malaysia..and cancelled out one item from my wishlist.hehe..

i just got my semestral result..did OK only..couldnt expect much as i haven't been attending lessons and doin my work last sem..gotta buck up..pull up my underwear... =pPpp

ok..that's it....i'm gonna re-read HARRY POTTER again..

she goes crazy over four leaf clover, i go crazy over harry potter. =P

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

valuable time...

2005-10-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

today's entry would be rather short..
cos i only got one very meaningful statement to express.
that is:

spend quality time with your quality soulmate, when the remaining time gets shorter, you'll cherish the quality time more...and more...

CHERISH`

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

reply to rer's latest entry on 09 october.

2005-10-10T09:56:00.000+08:00

no one will despise you if you do not think so..

no one will hate you if you do not think so..

other than these 2 reasons, you have to know some facts.

you are the perfect friend.
you are the perfect girlfriend.
you are the perfect wife.

so it's not ok for a perfect person to think that she's not ok. especially when it's you.

and you..are my EVERYTHING.

i mean it..i want you to stay happy always..forever..because since u are stuck with me forever, u wun want me to see u sad right? =)) so smile..a real smile..from the bottom of your heart..

i'll always stand by you..

as a friend, a good friend, your bouyfriend and your lao gong. promise. ;))

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

m'sia trip and others..~~missed daRling.

2005-10-07T18:48:00.000+08:00

it's been a long while since i blogged..

well. basically, i went to m'sia from the 3rd of oct to 6th of oct.which is yesterday..
lemme describe the trip 1st..

3rd oct 2005(in singapore)

i woke up late at daRling's hse..suppose to wake up at 6 but woke up at 7 instead..zzz..
was damn tired la..and i had to reach sch by 7.15am..
so i rushed to wash up woke daRling up and she gave me a piece of cookie.and a cup of water..
then i quickly packed my stuff and went out of the hse..couldnt bear to leave her..sigh..
then when i went downstairs, i remembered that i forgot to bring my wallet.damn it..
i rushed up to get my wallet..and yay!! got it..but took quite some time..i even accidentally woke daRling's mom up...sorry..
i rushed to cck mrt station to take the mrt..damn i thought i was gonna be real late and the bus would leave me behind.but it was real lucky of me.i took the 'straight' train which bypasses jurong east and str to the east-west line..
daRling called me and we talked as i made my way to sch..i asked tong lai to help me ask teacher to wait for a lil more as i was reaching..damn...
and i made it in time..i smsed daRling all the way to the customs..i really couldnt bear to leave her..i hope she takes care of herself..

3rd oct 2005(in m'sia)

i entered m'sia..woooo..a long time since i came here.we stopped over at a stop for some curry puffs and some relieving ourselves..then we continued the journey to KL..we reached the KL city hall at about 1 plus or 2 plus..i forgot..other ppl had cameras but we didnt even had ONE.not even one..sigh..
then we had a long long long long lecture on the town planning sewage management, blah blah blah...zzz..
i almost fell asleep..i missed daRling sooooo much that time already..
then we had refreshments and we went to the traffic control centre..basically after that, it was 5 plus or 6..then we had free time to shop..well i bought a pair of shorts and a new earphone for my ipod..
next i went in search for an icc(international calling card) to call daRling.
well i got cheated i think and bought a RM30 one that i can only use the hotel's phone to call.also RM5 is needed to be paid for every call.wtf?! sad case...bah...
i talked to daRling for a while and she cried..i know how much she misses me..cos i miss her too..alot...after that i played cards in my hotel room and fell asleep..

4th oct 2005

i woke up at abt 8..washed up, went downstairs for breakfast...buffet..sigh..i saw the 2 yr 3 couples..thought of daRling immediately..hmm...i know..it's impossible for her to go with me..sigh..
then we took the bus to the petronas twin tower..beautiful building..
we went up to the top bridge..nice view..it's just so high up..
then after visiting, tong lai, zhi wei and i decided to visit the RM2 toilet..ok it's a lil pricey but well it's the experience that counts..inside, body shop lotions are free for u to use..aroma therapy candles everywhere..and a butler serves you.cool huh??hehe..
next, we walked around at KLCC, which is equivalent to the paragon in singapore..nice place to shop u know??but too bad i had no money left..only brought abt RM200.. it ain't even enough for 1 day shopping damn it..zzz....
then we went to this place called CIDB(Construction Industry Development Board).
another short talk and we left hastily..
then it was free time again..boring..u know..when u have money, u dun mind shopping most of the time..
what sucks is when you have NO money to shop, and it's shopping all the way..grrr.. -.-'''
ok we slacked in the shopping mall and after that went back to the hotel, i called daRling and we went out for supper and then went back to sleep.

5th oct 2005

last day spent in this wrecked place penniless.sucks..
we went to putra jaya, a government district..that palce was beautiful.however nothing to do with our course..call theis a study trip.. -.-''
and guess what..after that it was shopping AGAIN!!
i saw many things i like in mid-valley mega mall..damn alot..how i wish i could buy everything..sigh...
went to chinatown to SHOP again..sigh..i bought a pirated dvd..muahaha..
FINAL FANTASY VII: ADVENT CHILDREN
then we went for dinner at a restaurant..after that i called daRling again and went for supper in wet weather and finally to my room and sleep..

6th oct 2005

woke up, had breakfast..can't wait to get home to see my baby..i absolutely love her..
we went to tan kim hock, a place famous for durian cake, to get some for daRling's parents..
and my dad..i'm seriously penniless after that..
we went to malacca to SHOP again..wtf man..shopping trip or study trip..and then finally left for home..YAYS!!!i hid the pirated dvd in the driver's file..and yay..managed to get thru.. called daRling once i reached s'pore..
i reached singapore and i was damn happy..she came to fetch me..not only that..she bought food and drinks for me..THANK YOU SO MUCH daRling.. *muacks*
we went to watch a movie after that..yes i was still penniless..we watched that andy lau show..quite touching la..worth watching..teaches us a lesson..
life is a one-way road..u cannot turn back..once u have done something regretting, dun regret.
reap what you sow.
accept as it is..like how i accept my life..except i've got a privilege..i've got her!! =))))
ok after that went to daRling's hse to eat..cos i was quite hungry..but when i ate, i suddenly had gastric pain..fuck..like being stabbed la..wth...grr...
i quickly wanted to go home to rest..then daRling did something dumb but i seriously appreciated it..i reached home safely in a taxi. i think ya'll get what i mean..that is what dumb thing she did..
man.. this entry is fuckin long..
and there are still many things that i wanna say..sigh..

ok..things i wanna say:

i missed her throughout the whole trip..nv a moment she was lost in my mind.
i wrote letters for her every night wanting to give it to her when i reached singapore and i did.
i bought a wallet for her cos her wallet was gonna die soon
sorry daRling i had no money to buy expensive stuffs for you..yes..i'm poor..sigh..
there are many many things that i'm gonna add to my wishlist.=)
thank you daRling for doin so many things for me when i came back..i was touched yesterday..thank you..i love you!! =)))

basically that's all..and today i spent the whole day doin nothing at home..played maple, watched advent children..nothin else..maybe i'll blog tmr..tata!!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

fuckin tired at rer's hse.

2005-10-01T03:11:00.000+08:00

i am damn freakin tired now from all the tracing and drawing work of iE..zzz..
i seriously feel like sleepin..but i cannot..cos i gotta finish my stuff b4 i can even touch the bed..sad huh??

and happily, rer is lying in her bed sleeping so soundly now la... -.-
still say wanna company me..what the....
always bluff me one la...

ok gotta continue tracing..this is just a break..
blog again maybe later..when i need another break..tata..

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

mapling..

2005-10-01T02:16:00.000+08:00

i've just started mapling this morning..tsk tsk..
how could i pick up such habits again...sigh...
ok enough abt that..

now...i'm stayin overnight at daRling's hse..ok la..so far so gd..i'm being treated well here.
except one thing..i'm a lil hungry now..and up till now....i haven't got a cup/glass/pitcher/tub/bottle of water.
as I AM VERY THIRSTY!
*dying of thirst*
=PPppp

and so..i'm gonna start doin my iE stuff now..she's happily lookin at me type the blog now..dumb face..later i confirm hood u..no la..jk. =P
k la..gonna get busy doin stuff..blog again soon. tata

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

14 days of fucktard remorse

2005-09-30T01:57:00.000+08:00

14 days of fucktard remorse.y?
dun ask me..

from today onwards,

she made me hate octobers..
she made me hate ALL holidays..
she made me hate being lied to after being promised..(i've hated this right from the start)
she made me hate love..

i dare bet a million.
things would be real different after 14 days..
starting from tmr.......

just jokin =pPppp

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

studied engineering maths.

2005-09-28T00:49:00.000+08:00

ok i missed eng. maths remedial today..sad..
cos tmr is the real exam..and i'm stuck at trigo and differentiation and integration.grr..
but i guess i wouldn't fail..i'll do my best..studied at educove today.then came home after sending rer home....

i guess things between us would all be a waste.
i guess if i forward my modules i'll lose everything.
yes... she's everything..to me...
and i'll lose everything..all...
sigh...
good luck to myself for exams tmr.i guess she's not gonna wake me up tmr. sigh...

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

boring day....

2005-09-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

basically played pool the whole day today..
or rather that was the main highlight.hmm.....
boring day huh??
well..daRling went to work today..missed her so much..couldn't see her the whole day..
i wanted to study but ended up goin out for pool with ming.
and i gladly lost so many round lar..
well also, i bought championship manager 5, which nicholas recommended.

gonna install it now..boring day..didnt study..guilty.. and yay! gonna meet daRling tmr. =))
blog again tmr..tata!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

recipe for YU xinyi

2005-09-26T00:37:00.000+08:00

recipe for YU xinyi (per serving)

ingredients:-
-1 large salmon fillet(scaleless)
-5 sticks of asparagus
-2 large potatoes
-500mg danish mozzarella cheese
-1 egg
-salt
-black pepper
-sesame oil
-cooking oil

preparation:-
-Firstly, use black pepper, sesame oil, and salt to marinate salmon fillet.
-Scald cut potatoes and asparagus in hot water and season with salt and pepper.
-Pan-fry salmon fillet till cooked.
-Sprinkle mozzarella cheese on cooked salmon and bake for 2 mins.
-Bake potatoes with sprinkled mozzarella cheese for 2 mins.
-Fry egg sunny-side-up.
-Arrange everything on a pleasant plate and garnish with asparagus.
-Ready to serve.

This dish is invented by me(Li JunLe Kent, in case you dunno my name)today. I am available to teach cooking only when u make an appointment with me. Otherwise, it's only for daRling.

and seriously, this dish is damn nice!! hor daRling?? =x

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

kuku black thing.

2005-09-25T00:26:00.000+08:00

long time since i blogged...zzzz.. lazy lar can?

anyway i went to spca today with gav, mel, qz, terry, wt, yixiang and daRling. we were supposed to adopt a dog for gav as his birthday present but we have failed to do so..sadddd..
too bad lar gavin.. cannot adopt.. dun sad k? we'll get another present for u soon. =))
we went to play pool after that without terry and i went to eat with rer and her family..lala~

ok i'm only gonna blog abt something else..something the government did that is so lame that they might as well give us the money go shopping or 'eat air'

have u guys noticed the round black thing outside ur lifts?
have you guys ever thought of why they put that black thing there??look scary right?? ( like as if it's gonna release anthrax sooner or later..)

ok..here are some possibilities i ruled out regarding what that black piece of shit is for;-
i) spy cam for spying on couples having sex
ii) as mentioned above, release anthrax(terrorists attack)
iii) fire alarm
iv) smoke detector
v) attract and kill aedes mosquitoes to prevent dengue fever
vi) call all ns men to return back to camp(like the green guy flashing on ur tv except this one uses speaker)
vii)last but not least, urine detector(like as if someone would actually piss on that black thing located so high where we can't even shoot it =xx)

seriously, the government should spend the money on education and for me to go shopping rather than on that black plastic piece of shit on every wall beside every lift in all HDB flats. LAME SHIT!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

tired......zzzz...

2005-09-20T00:27:00.000+08:00

just came home from rer's hse.
VERY tired today.
sigh...
didnt study a single thing at all.
and now i'm here blogging when i have a remedial class tmr at 9am.
blah.... i guess i gotta go to bed soon. damn fuckin slpy.zzzz...

i wonder if it was made a worth of my decision in changing my free incoming timing to 7pm-7am from 7am-7pm.
i dunno.
maybe some things are prioritized differently.
darkness...

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

back from gav's hse.

2005-09-19T01:13:00.000+08:00

yes i'm back into my 'cosy' home.
this whole thing totally sucks!
how do i seriously earn more money and get higher pays??
should i really sign on with the army?
i WILL get lotsa money..but is it worth it working 10 yrs for them?
well, i know my course is totally not up to my standard. not even the society's standard.
i can't eat from it, can drive from it, not even live from it.
it's a total 'it's the end' course.
i can seriously say that ite students have a brighter future than i have.

that's y this whole thing seriously sucks.
i hope that life can change. transform into the type of future i have in mind.
a lovely wife(rer), 2 kids, a good job, nice car, nice hse, ncie family..everything i want in life.
well i can only hope and work hard for it.

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

2 days at gav's hse......

2005-09-18T00:33:00.000+08:00

i have spent 2 days at gav's hse...
today's the second day..
i thought i could have a fun time today.
i thought i could get together with her today to make up for the times we missed over the studying days for our semestral exams..
it turned out to be an extreme failure..
i was left alone many times the whole day today..
ok and i typed a whole lot of stuff over here and i accidentally pressed back and every single fucking thing was gone.fuck...
maybe she's not meant to read what i typed..
sigh..
yes i felt unloved.
yes i felt alone(loneliness is my greatest fear)
and yes..today's a failure..

oh well..i'll go sms her now..
if she replies, she cares.she doesnt, she doesnt care.as easy as that..
i dun wanna measure love this way but i'll just have to try...

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i'm back from term test 2.

2005-09-16T01:09:00.000+08:00

heyy guys!!
back again..
well..haven't been blogging for a while.now i'm back..yes yes..naggy..NEXT!
ok i took my BTM paper..then after that went to get my pay..which is used to pay my bills.sigh...
getting my pay this sat to pay the rest of the money i owe my friends.
BTM was ok..i made lotsa mistakes.sad..
well i lost my ezlink card 2 days ago..
i forgot what happened after BTM paper yesterday.
i went home, practised CAD.

then i went for the CAD paper today.it was tough aight..
i think i'd fail this paper.shucks!
then rer waited for me for my paper to finish.
sorry daRling..made u wait for an hr or so.
then we went to put our bags at her hse and we went to limbang for lunch.
saw xihong(her god bro) and some others who always hang out at the limbang mac.
then we walked ard limbang a lil while and went to rer's hse.
well.. i forced rer to view the webbie that gavin intro'd me.
ghost webbie..kinda cool though..LOL
after that i stayed a lil then left.
i've got daRling addicted to GB!
yeah!!!
but too bad her rank's too high.
i can't play with her in the same server.
oh well..
i'm playin till now..
and i'm goin to bed.cos i'm goin out with daRling tmr. =))
to repair my damn phone
aight. i'll blog again tmr..
ciaos!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

structural mechanics day.

2005-09-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

i woke up dizzy today, to wake rer up at 7am..
she had CAD test today.
then i slept again till 930.
i woke up then went out to sch to fetch rer.
i reached there at 1115 and studied my structural mechanics.
well finishing soon.
after that me rer and yanling left together.
yanling went home while me and rer waited for wt.
she still gave me the cold feeling.
went lot 1 to eat.
wt went to play pool,
rer go home change and eat,
and i went to mel's hse for a lil while.
sorry daRling made you wait so long at limbang.
then me and mel went to limbang mac look for rer.
rer was angry cos i was late.
then me and her went out for a walk.
after that everything was fine.
=)))
love you daRling.
then 6 i followed rer to her hse.help wt get file and help her heat up the food.
couldnt find the file.
daRling i promised and i will keep to it. trust me =))
went back to limbang again to study.this time only me and rer left.
we studied till 10 plus then i walked her home and i went home.
btw, my bill for this month exploded to a sky-high of 169.01 again.
sigh..gotta pay for it..*dead*
moodless already.sigh...

rer: good luck for ur paper tmr daRling.i have faith in you.u'll do well. MUACKS! i love you.

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

studying like crazy..

2005-09-11T20:27:00.000+08:00

daRling..
i've studied the whole day ready lar..
veh tired..but didnt sms u cos i dun wanna disturb u..
btw just now i slept a lil while.
now i woke up, and start to use com..
hmm..
sorry about just now..
maybe both of us were a lil too harsh..
i....love...you...
yes..i love you..
i haven't seen u for 2 days.i miss you..
i think i'm gonna continue studying later. =((
tmr i go sch fetch u k??
Muacks!i love you!!

blog again tmr.

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

wooo...it's late...

2005-09-11T02:38:00.000+08:00

HI GUYS!!
it's late i know.but i just reached home from work..tiring.
hmm....
this morning, i woke up
watched tv and used com..
basically did nothin today..
hmm....
also nothing much to say..
and rer lied to me abt many things today.
she was supposed to blog but she didnt..
and she didnt see a doc when she promised me she would. =(((
rer, how could you ='((
ok, b4 i reached home i bought a bottle of heineken.
no one to drink with me.so i'm gonna drink by myself now..
boo hoo..
right... i'm happy so i drink k??
not cos i'm sad. -.-''''
happy cos um....dunno..i'm just happy.. =)))
anyway..rer, take care of yourself k??
i love you too much to lose you. MUACKS!!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

get well soon daRling....

2005-09-10T01:13:00.000+08:00

this morning, i went to sch..errrrr...no no...this afternoon i mean.
i went to sch in the afternoon to hand in my REJECTED report and give the money to ah teo.
after that i was on my way to rer's hse.
i went to lot 1 and bought a get well card.
i noticed it was beautiful, so i bought it for daRling.
actually i bought the card cos i wanted daRling to get well soon.
i hope she knows how important she is to me. i can't lose her..
that's y i seriously want her to take care of herself properly.
i can't always be there.

ok i reached rer's hse followed by gavin.
then we ate lunch at rer's hse.
gavin happy lar.... got free lunch... LOL =pPpP
after that we studied a lil..then got distracted by the tv..
haha! i watched tv all the way after that.

we left for limbang at abt 8.
met mel there at mac..then terry came..
we played 'zhong ji mi ma', the number game about numbers duh...i dunno how to say it.
we mixed wasabi, smoky sizzle, lemon tango sauce, chilli sauce and thai spicy sauce.
okay all of us kena-ed and it tasted okay lar...at least for me. =PpPp
and terry also..no choice, like father like son. =))) hor terry??

after that we left to rer's hse, took our bags, sent mel home, then me and rer sat a while at a real nice playground.
that place makes a good hideout for all of us.
one day we would just buy drinks and food and all of us will just sit there and talk cock the whole night.
furthermore, it's damn cooling la.
i went home after that.

rer's goin out tmr. i have work tmr.won't be seeing her at all. will definitely miss her.
definitely..
no matter what, rer, take care of yourself k? u must. cos i love you. muacks!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

rer hse.. again.....

2005-09-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

7th sept

i went to rer's hse for a little while. watched a show with her. dunno what show was that.
after that i did my report on her com.
went to work after that.
boring day..
i missed by darling badly yesterday.

8th sept

today i went to sch very late to hand in my CD report.
it was rejected...sigh...
then i wanted to pay 190 to mr teo for the KL trip but couldnt find him.it was until 2 plus that i found him.
settled everything then i went to rer's hse.
i studied my BTM there and rer studied the wrong chapters. =xxX
dumb girl.
then after that used the com a lil while.
then we ate dinner together.
darling needed some fresh air so we went to limbang park for a walk.
yes...she's sick..and i'm worried..
i left after that.
she's running a high fever now.i really hope she's alright.
i wanna see her now. i wanna take care of her..
darling..u must take care of yourself aight?
you know how important u are to me don't you?
i love you.

i_____<3______thy_____rer

....

2005-09-08T19:07:00.000+08:00

sometimes, things happen unexpectedly..real unexpected..
it just feels weird.

at rer's hse now.

blog later..

feeling weird.........

drunk....

2005-09-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

ponned BTM today. bad huh??
yeah bad..went to sch for OC only.wanna see the other people present.then i can prepare myself for tmr.hmm.....
after classes went to union slack a lil then played carom with em.
they freakin looked down on me lar.but i finished up the game for them. =PpPpp
after that met darling and we left for movies at lot 1.
watched drink drank drunk. an ok show.
actually wanted to take photocards, but found out that rer lost her wallet and we went back to the cinema to look for it.found it but her 15 bucks was gone.felt sad for her.but luckily the rest of the stuff were in there.
after that i sent her home and i went home alone........

i was left alone for a while today.i walked alone.thinkin it was terrible she left me walking alone and just walked ahead.
maybe it's just a tiny lil act.but to me, tiny things meant alot.tiny actions.i didnt want to say this but i had to.just in case one day i don't get the chance to.

every day we spent a day together, we would seal the day in our memories with a kiss.
however, we let today's memories go scot-free..today's memories would be gone.

bla bla bla... maybe i'm the only one thinkin like that..... forget it....

things to be completed tonight:
blog an entry(done)
finish up my presentation slides
finish up my CD report

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i'm being cheeky by changing the blog dates. =))) (part 2)

2005-09-05T23:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday, i went out to "celebrate" rer's mom's birthday.
why did i "" the word??
cos i didnt buy any present. =(((( bad right?
i know.sigh.....
i met rer first then went to long john to eat.i wasn't full so we bought tempura.
then we left for jp 1st.
we walked around while waiting for rer's mom, her brothers and her god-bro.
we waited at kfc awhile for her dad to come.
then they went in for the maid while me and rer watched one more chance.
funny show.
oh ya, b4 the movie we went to harvey norman and courts to dream of our future home.lol =)))
was fun lar..
after the movies went to swensens to eat with the whole family.
woah i ate till i was totally bloated lar.cannot stand it.tsk tsk.
then after that rer, her second bro xihong and me went to lot 1 to play pool.was totally bored lar.but ya...at least there's entertainment.rather than this sickening home.
then 1st time lar.....i was forced to take that dreaded card photo machine. -.-'''
but with rer around, it was ok. love you darling!
bought a pink piglet pencil case for darling..hope she liked it.then after that my tummy was hurting 'perfectly'..tsktsk.
rushed for home after that.
and i was relieved after taking a pill or so.i think i'm fallin sick cos of the lack of sleep. sigh..
so much things to do...yet so little time.
today 5th sept 2005, i went to sch for my presentation.did ok..and after sch became a medic for sports fiesta.was tired.reached home and now trying to do my ppt slides though my presentation's on wed.
hmm..gonna watch a movie with my darling tmr.cant wait.muacks!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i'm being cheeky by changing the blog dates. =))) (part 1)

2005-09-03T23:26:00.000+08:00

basically on 2nd sept i went to gav's hse with rer, wt and qiao yuan whom i missed so much lar!
but she doesnt seem to miss me.but nvm..dun miss her ready. =PpPpp

but before i went to gav's hse, i went to rer's hse 1st.wt was already there.he had flu and slept. while rer cooked instant for me cos i was seriously darn hungry lar.

well..the noodles didnt turn out well but still i ate everything cos I LOVE RER.
=))))

when we were at gav's hse, we watched 40 days 40 nights.
it's a show about this guy taking the LENT(check up the dictionary if u dunno that) but in a way of not having sex for 40 days and 40 nights.the show was kinda obscene.but somehow, i found it meaningful and touching.he was willing to do it for himself and the girl.hmm...dunno.but i am definitely not like him lar. =PpPpp

after that i left for work and was damn damn tired.

reached home around 2 plus. cos i finished work early.slept peacefully. =))))

i love you darling.

2005-09-02T14:50:00.000+08:00

31st august

teachers' day celebrations... i went back to my secondary school today.had a lil fun.lost a round of pool.then i left for lot 1 to meet gav wt rer and others.rer was suppose to go to my hse cos i prepared so many things but she didnt.sigh....nvm..we played pool.freakin ex.then left to peiqi's hse.after that had a loooong looong walk to rer's hse to send her home.

btw..i really liked the jacket u gave me darling.thanks alot!muacks!

1st sept

i went to cck to fetch darling to sch.cos i ponned one class.sorry la darling.made both of us late. =((
classes classes classes.then after that i waited a great hiatus for rer..till 6.......
then i went to her hse for dinner and we watchedproject superstar together till 11pm.i caught the last train.

2nd sept

early in the morning we were on the verge.
i just wanted her to be happy.
i wanted her to be by my side always.
but she told me she wasnt happy.
she just had to say she wanted me to stay and she'll be happy.that's all.
no matter what happens. i love you rer..
promise me you wouldnt ps me.
i know you wouldnt.
I LOVE YOU!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

happy 1st monthsary darling!!

2005-08-30T23:08:00.000+08:00

happy 1st monthsary to you...
happy 1st monthsary to you...
happy 1st monthsary to darling rer...
happy 1st monthsary to you...

darling!!it's the 1st month and i'm feeling sooooo much love from you.
actually...what i wanna say is that i love you alot! i can only say this.and also sorry for the things i've done in the past. =)))) love me??

basically it's our first month today.
i went to sch for BTM
filled the formwork with concrete
went for lecture
was released late.
actually i was more worried abt my OC.
bought ice lolly for darling during break.bet she loved it.
went for OC.
i seriously didnt realise that my class was just next to rer la!
my classmates disturbed her.LOL!
well i initiated the first move.
then mokey see monkey do, they followed. fair enough..
after classes i went to clementi to play pool with celeste, her bf and tong lai.
bad on luck today.
nono..shouldn't say that.
I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH IN POOL. =((((
i'll have to practise real hard.
went back to sp to fetch darling at W4.
went to library with her.
for a lil while then i went for my meeting after saying * **** *** to her.
yes yes. you've guessed it. I LOVE YOU!
meeting sucked.was damn long and draggy.
my design of the IE shirt was criticized.
too bad..redo la!
now i'm home.happy with my OC.teacher said it was well done. =))

am happy today.
for my OC.
and most importantly, i have rer in my life. muacks!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

CONFIRMED!

35 more mins to 1st month!

2005-08-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

35 more mins to 1st month but i dun seem to be happy at all.

1stly because of my OC.i can jolly well fuck care abt it now.cos i seriously dunno what more slides i can put in already.this topic is darn hard.
another thing is it's 1st month and she's not takin it seriously. like it's just another normal day.fuck lar.. dunno....

whatever....

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i guess.

backies!!

2005-08-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

haven't really blogged for quite some time..hmmmm........

ok i'll just talk abt yesterday.i woke up, yes darling i hung up..cos i wanna let u sleep peacefully.

next i woke up and did my business proposal.sigh...finally finished it..then i felt the sense of achievement. i finished my business proposal myself. =))))

it wasn't much of a hassle though..felt quite good abt it..

then i left for work.well....i had to say i miss my darling...

i reached work, and i worked.tired.this time when i got tips, i got cleverer and kept them instead of giving them to the cashier. =)))))) hope none of my colleagues read these. =)))

after work i saw that rer msged me 2 times. seriously sorry to make u sleep so late k darling..sigh..and i'm supposed to wake u up at 615 but i couldnt wake up..sorry..made u pon classes again...sigh.....

i woke up this morning and came to sch.met rer at dover mrt.she waited for me lar.....

then she walked me to t3 for my classes.

and now i'm waiting for her in a com lab.not doin my OC cos i do not know what to do.

blog again tonight. ciaos!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

yawns tired.....

2005-08-28T11:41:00.000+08:00

bored bored bored..

i know i haven't tagged for the past few days but i am seriously real bored aight?? sigh......

k i forgot what happened the past few days so i'll just talk abt what happened yesterday.
yesterday i went for my haircut...
then i went to meet rer at ngee ann poly cos she was there for some leo installation.
well i noticed that ngee ann poly is very very very proud of their dragon boat team they even custom-made a large banner at the entrance of the school.damn.....
after that we(gavin, lutfi, yixiang, wt, rer and me) went to jurong entertainment centre and we bought tix for 'The Maid'. we went to the ice skating rink for a while to pass time cos it was still darn early and the movie only starts at 740....
well then we saw some asshole at the ice skating rink.. i'll report abt that in my next entry.
meanwhile, 'The Maid' was an ok film.kinda scary though.especially when the ghost sat on top of the wardrobe... scary.......lol..and darling was scared till she grabbed me so tightly..silly girl..
it's just a show.
after that i just sent rer home.and yes i left for home alone................
but i still love her...

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

finally i'm bloggin again.....

2005-08-24T02:54:00.000+08:00

man, i know it's been a long time since i blogged.but u can't really blame me.i'm into lotsa trouble these few days.or should i say i've been rather stressed.so i dun feel like saying those things that i dun wanna remember.but i'll say the stuffs that i need to do and should remember.or maybe i shouldn't. WHATEVER!

1stly i went for youth for causes on the 20th .after that i met rer and friends at city hall mrt and we left for pasir ris.ok here are some photos.

ok here goes the family photos with some ghostly orbs. =\ i guess.but we had an ok time at the chalet lar.not bad..

ok lazy to upload so many photos.only bad thing abt chalet was i had to leave early to go to youth for causes carnival again on 21st.grrr..nvm...what's past is past.
we actually planned to stay one more night and go to sch on 22nd from the chalet straight.but too bad rer can't stay.i dun blame her.it's only right her parents restricted her from staying overnight before a school day. i understand =)))

on 22nd, i went to sch as usual then i met rer...actually this whole week i'm really busy with work and spsu.plus my sch projects and assignments.sigh...seriously stressed out.i work cos i need money for my debts and for my own expenses.
therefore, i'm seriously very guilty that i do not spend much time with rer this week.i dun think i am able to send her home at all this week.sigh....... i seriously hope she understands.but i know she'll understand.cos she's the most understanding girl i know.she knows i know. =))))
then i went to do a lil bit for IE. and went on to HU meeting.publication IC isn't a fun thing to be..
well i gotta design lotsa shirts, lanyards and banners.i hope my team members do help.i know they will. COS PUBLICATIONS ROCK!!!
i went home talked to darling on the phone then slept.

basically this morning i ponned the morning class.i met rer in the afternoon at jurong east.sorry i didnt fetch u at cck cos i was scared we would be late for lessons, having us ponned the morning lessons together.but i dun wan her to turn out to be like me always ponning classes.
furthermore i told myself not to pn anymore.hmmm...ok i'm really tired today.went for OC and realised there are many things i haven't done yet. =(( i hope i can complete them by this week.
then i met brian chee wee and mike at dover mrt and we left for work.
work was tiring.lotsa procedures to follow but i'll do well.work is nv more difficult than studying.there's a misconception that parents always get that working is more difficult.to hell with it.studying is more difficult k?!?wth.....
now i've reached home.i'll be workin tmr too.so i dun think i'm blogging tmr.maybe on thurs then.i'll have to go to slp now.i still have lessons tmr.and one last thing before i go.

rer: darling...i love you i miss you. i really do.cos i can't see u for this week.so i'm missing u like crazy now already.but i'm beginning to realise that i can't do things well without you.i dunno.maybe it's just me.but i'm sure i love you.and only you. muacks!

ciaos....

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

the boy's eyes...

2005-08-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

today i looked through a boy's eyes. i saw his world.
in his world today, it sucked.many terrible things happened to him today.or rather sad and depressing.sigh...

he was late for lesson early in the morning.

he forgot to bring his thumbdrive as his brother was using it.damn..he was lucky to have a friend to help him by lending him his to save.

he waited for the meeting to start but it was cancelled and he was not informed.

he sent his darling home.found out he was removed from her wallpaper.though it wasn't much.but things were fading.....he could sense it....

he is now totally broke...with no cash.maybe she'll just leave him.

when he left for home, i saw his seniors from SPSU sms him asking him to go for meetings and meetings which he could not make it.he was already damn pissed.

his dad called him and scolded him for his high bills.he's had totally enough.

he reached home.without her call as she would always do when he's on the way home..

he reached home bathed, ate and his dad came home and snubbed him again.this time with vulgarities.

ok he has no more allowances starting from next week.it's not right...

his life just isn't right. i hope he gets better.

i dunno how..but i definitely hope his life gets better.

and i hope that the fading love isn't gonna continue fading.......

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

sorry i didnt update for so many days.

2005-08-17T23:08:00.000+08:00

-16th august 2005-

i went to sch early for BTM. we filled the formwaork with concrete.YAY! finally..
we're only left with a few stuff to do and we can slack the whole of BTM away. =)))
ok after BTM i went for my break then darling came to me and gave me a bottle of i-dunno-what-was-it-at-1st.
and because i love her too much, i just drank the whole bottle for her sake.man it was bitter.ok la..not that bad.love u darling.thanks!muacks!
then i left for OC.well..sigh.. i failed my OC test just by a lil bit.but it was totally unfair la.nvm.i decided to rewrite my speech.then the lecturer can have totally nothin to say. =PppP
after sch waited for rer for a lil then i sent her home.HOWEVER, i got an operation instead.
ask her what operation.damn pain lar!!tsk!
k lar then i left for home.

-17th august 2005-

ok today i went to sch late for structural mechanics.shitty man.but i still got what teacher meant.except one part about zero force members.WTH!! dun get it. =\\after my classes i changed and went to the dragonboat clubhouse to do the rowing machine.damn it was tiring.my max i could go was only 550m.sucked.
and yx won by 1 metre.which means 551m. -.-''''''
after that i accompanied rer for a lil and tried to went for meeting but got no meeting.tsk tsk.how come??dun ask me man.
cos in the end i guess there was no meeting. =\\ok i met rer and sent her home again.then she tried to operate me again but this time failed. =ppPpPpp
i've got one week rest period before next operation.=))
then i passed her the sunflower seeds i got and left for home.well i'm struggling for choice between dragonboat and spsu.furthermore.i'm getting a job soon ready.
hmm..
dunno la..see lor..when the time comes, i'll decide.
thanks rer for always being by my side when i needed u the most. MUACKS!!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

rer's hse again...

2005-08-15T00:29:00.000+08:00

ok i went to the gym just now with yx.i was real real late la.sorry sockz and yx.. =(
i trained quite alot today and had my first try on the rowing machine.damn it was tough lar...wth!!
k after gym, yx went to sockz hse while i went to my rer's hse.for 'family dinner' though i'm not part of the family.seriously, rer's parents have been treating me darn well lar..i'm feeling the warmth over there.so first thing today, i wanna thank them. =) they are seriously very nice ppl.
then while eating, i said something wrong and sabo-ed rer.i said she ponned classes.her dad heard and jia lat.i think rer's gonna get scolding.hmmm..sorry darling.didnt mean it.forgive me??
then i was stuffed like a pig again over there.LOL!for so many days i've been eating at her hse.haha..
then i used com a lil while and rer showed me her photo album of her past memories.
i saw that she and *ahem* used to be very happy together.but HEY! it's kent here ok?
WTH!! kent is the man now..no more *ahem*.cant really compare between me and him.
cos i totally understand rer. i really do..
yesterday she told me, "our personalities dun match". darling my deary lil darling, opposites attract.yin and the yang(crap) the sun and the moon, the sea and the shore, north and south poles of the magnet, then comes you and me.that's y i'm attracted to u.u've got the unique personality.that attracts mine.vice versa.
i think i gotta do this again some other time.sounds like preaching to me.LOL!!
then i left and came home.i'll start sch at 1pm tmr.so i've got helluva time to sleep till i'm full.LOL!!!happpy!!

rer: no matter what happened the past 2 weeks, i love you with the whole of my heart, and u'll remain mine...ALWAYS.

13th august 2005

2005-08-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

ok yesterday i left yx's hse at 9 plus, came home, bathed, cleaned the hse, and ate.
then i left for sea-rowing at kallang.was late by 20 mins lar..wth..

~training started~
we did 30 jumping jacks, 50 push ups on that rocky sharp hot road-like floor that blisters came popping out again.grrr..
then first run we were not selected.yx was actually selected but jag counted wrongly so he had to come out. LOL!!poor guy.
then on the second run we went into the boat.we stayed on for 2 consecutive runs then suddenly came out.sians....
after that rowing was over and pull-ups 4 sets of 10.i didnt do much.was very exhausted.sigh...
did 350 pushups altogether yesterday.tough....
then coach gave a lecture on what to do on a boat, what to eat and those stuff.was ok lar..
we went to bathe and was on the way to meet rer.
was supposed to go to limbang and eat but changed to rer's hse instead.all because of the lazy rer..tsk tsk..nvm.I STILL LOVE YOU NEVERTHELESS.
went to rer's hse.ate ALOT! damn full la.rer thinks that i'm a pig everything throw to me.like so untrue la.all my training gone to waste.sad..
then rer sent me downstairs..and yx sent sockz hm..=)))
then i left for hm and chatted with rer on the phone and fell asleep halfway.i'm goin to the gym later at cck.maybe meeting rer.
so maybe i'll blog tonight..

i miss rer.... =((((( she doesn't wanna talk to me.. =((((

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

borreeeedddd.......lalala++

2005-08-13T00:46:00.000+08:00

now i'm in yx's hse stayin overnight because i dun wanna go home.hmm...too bad...
ok i have to update what happened the past few days.didnt really come online.

11th august 2005

i went for lesson late and finished classes at 12pm.with totally nothin to do, i roamed the school aimlessly hoping to look for entertainment i could really benefit from.but too bad..slacked all the way with totally nothin to do.then played a lil bball with yx and juliet.lol..they bullied me lar...WTH.
i went for dragonboat after that.after missing so much training, i feel the strain in me.it was tiring.real tiring.i should and must continue training to maintain.

and i didnt see rer the whole day.. =((

12th august 2005

i woke up late, arrived late for applied sciences.sad case..after sch rer came to my hse for a lil while, watched tv.and i cooked.then after that went to meet sockz and tiko xuan at bugis.they ps me for they ate 1st without even waiting for us lar..WTH..
after that they left to bugis village 1st.then when i finished eating, then rer and me left for bugis village too.er..there's seriously nothin to shop there lar..at least for me... =after that we went to meet yx and sockz again outside 'this fashion'. then i decided to ton at tiko's hse and so here i am.at tiko's hse.LOL.
tmr, i'm goin for dragonboat sea rowing. so i have to wake up at 9am tmr to go hm to prepare my stuffs.
and my darling rer is gonna wake me up.but i seriously dun wanna tire her out.sigh..miss her....blog again tmr.ciaos.

rer: sorry darling..i had to say sorry again because i'm really sorry.
let's just forget abt it.i dun wanna remember much too. love ya always.muacks.

i'm here!! 18 yrs goneeeeeeeeeee......

2005-08-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

8th august 2005

i went to sch late!! WTH!!but neh mind.sigh...cannot make the one week 'lateless' record.LOL!after lesson i found out that i had my LOA approved. =) man...genie comm rocks! i went to get camera from yx and rushed to the auditorium lar...well, i got scolded badly cos of the lousy cam i brought.then yeah quarrelled with rer...sigh..sorry darling.didnt mean it.was in a bad mood.sorry....then mel and gav came to sp and i psychoed the two of em plus rer go watch genie concert..well i had to go on stage to dance la.WTH!!then they laughed at me like i was a clown.and i got this xxs size tee for a prize.like WTH!!gave the shirt to mel..and she could wear it..LOL!!!
after that we left SP and went to raffles city.ate, waited for yx, then left for sheares bridge for fireworks. well....the fireworks was alright.anyway it's my 1st time watching with someone i truly love by my side.LOL!it's a feeling that words cannot describe. =))) after fireworks, we went to MY HOUSE! LOL!!
they played with happy, played mahjong and yes...i lost my 18 years =(( but thinkin who i lose it to, i became =)))) lol..
then we all slept while wt watched initial D LOL!!!and happy molested him LOL!!!!!

9th august 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!! woke up feeling hot.er xinyi la.so hot..LOL! then they continued playin mahjong and i went downstairs to get breakfast for them.they ate and we played for a lil while more and left my home.i sent rer home halfway and yx and sockz called her to go to lot 1 and i had to turn back to her hse again.
then i did something embarassing.(come ask me if ya wanna know)
after that didnt go to lot 1 and we stayed at rer's hse to watched the ndp parade on tv.rer's dad cooked for us and we ate till damn fullllllllllll..
then we left for yx's hse to study but didnt study.
then i printed my stuff and we left.
i sent rer hm and went hm.

10th august 2005

i went to sch terribly late today only to find myself having insufficient time for my OC test.it was totally unfair cos that bitch didnt give me extra time and gave the wrong news to ppl.damn it.. classroom also wrong!neh neh!!
after sch i met my darling. went to eat.had a lil dispute over some crappy topic.forget it. i shouldnt be that petty after all.but i seriously felt disappointed lar..................
then i went to gym with yx and vincent.trained a lil and met rer again.went to to lot 1 to meet sockz!!!! went to popular to buy yx's cd case and er xinyi's clay for her IDEA.
sent er xinyi home and i went hm.now,i'm trying hard to figure out how to type special signs for my engineering maths project.wish me luck.think i can finish it up by tmr..

rer: i know u trust me.but i trust u even more. i know u love me.but i love you even more. i know u miss me, but i miss you even more..where are you?

i'm rerrified!

2005-08-07T21:29:00.000+08:00

ok i'm back.and guess what, i didnt do a single thing just now except downloading songs and watching the television.hmm...and yeah deciding on some stuff.

now i'm still bored with nothin to do so i decided to post something.bland bland bland.i just found out that i'm gonna be the photographer for tmr's genie concert.well..not anticipating much.and i dun wish to too..but when i'm given a job.i do my best.well..at least i try to.sigh...and i was lookin for a camera so badly just now but luckily yx came to my rescue.thanks BRO! owe ya one.and yeah, u won the bet..i'm not goin to dragon boat tmr cos i'm the photographer.well.sorry guys..i know i haven't been goin to training.but i promise.i'm clear this week, i'll go. well i miss ya guys.

next thing is gav,rer,ter, and the rest intends to come to my hse to ton tmr.well i hope they can.because i dun wanna be lonely tmr.hope they can come. =\ especially rer.happy misses you. =)

well now i can only rot.or sleep early cos i'm goin to sch to finish up my project tmr.i'm tired of this life....so i have a pillar.i know she'll stand by me.
i just know.

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

i am bored to death...

2005-08-07T17:29:00.000+08:00

i'm at home now and dead bored......................that's y i'm blogging.today, i wanna blog nonsense.

you know i've always had this dream....
i dun care whether i finish my poly or not..i wanna have a cafe franchise of my very own. my co-op cafe with wt called 'listen loudly' cafe.when we make coffee then spoon stirring sound would be so fuckin loud old people can go deaf.then we would slam the plates and cups on the table when served.that's called listen loudly.not to miss the pool tables.people can 'listen loudly' there too.

-weitiong's idea-

well my idea's different.i wanna finish poly and i wanna have my own whatever shop i'm capable of opening.i want my wife(er xinyi) to work with me or she can stay at home and be a tai-tai if she wants. LOL! i wanna earn lotsa money and buy her that big hse in malaysia she said she wanted. i wanna drive a merc and fetch her from home to work or home to market or we can all go on an outing together, go sentosa, go orchard, go everywhere that is fun to play.

in my hse, i wanna have 6 bedrooms 1 jamming room, 1 art studio and 1 study room, 2 kitchens, 3 living rooms, 2 swimming pools and many other unnecessary rooms.

1 bedroom for my wife and i, and the rest can become guestrooms.muahahaha
then jamming studio is where i keep all my musical instruments and my wife's large crystal grand piano that she'll play for me to sleep.then i will call my band in and play songs then maybe i will become a rockstar!even more money for a mansion. btw, my sons and daughters will also be musically-inclined and be as talented as their mom(rer) and me. =) then i'll also play guitar for my wife to sleep.then the art studio is the place for me where i'll design my designs and sell to other people.they have to get copyrights from me before they take anything similar to my ideas. =) then i will become richer for a castle.called kentie land.LOL! the studyroom is for my work and my wife's work.our accounts are all kept safely in there.then there'll be 2 kitchens.one is called kent's kitchen which is only for me and my wife.the other one is when my friends wanna use can use.for the 3 living rooms, one is family living room,strictly for family only.and the other one is for guests.the last one is a movie theater with a couple seat for me and her. =) then the sound system would be so powerful that it blows everything off place.LOL! then there's 2 swimming pools, one adult pool for my swimming practice and i will become an olympian.then i become richer somemore. YAY! the other is for my children,friends and family members.
last but not least, i wanna have a jacuzzi beside the pool, where i can spend time with my wife talking to each other peacefully with totally no disturbance. PEACE!!

-my idea-

if only all these can come true.but i'm workin hard for it k? =) so i have to go do my report NOW, or i'm gonna so so so so die. =x

blog again tonight.ciaoz

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

mel's hse =))))))))

2005-08-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

btw... an update on yesterday's blog. i learnt er xin yi's new name of por por and qy's nickname of pipi!! LOL!!!

ok i'm at mel's hse now.cos i dun feel like goin hm today.because i dun wanna see my dad.and everything else lar... =
ok they are playin mahjong and i'm blogging stupidly with stupid nonsensical thoughts raging around my head trying to rummage through my brain cells and and and and i dunooooo.........

well today went out cos it is still ws's birthday.we went to hereen for they went for sushi and i didnt so came out later.we went to cine for kpool and left after struggling greatly with those balls of fate.whatever la.maybe i'm too bored that's y i give new names to stuffs. =)))))

after that we slacked a lil at orchard then leftfor yew tee's food court.had a filling dinner.and rer haven't told me how much the food was.

and now, i landed in mel's hse.sadly with nothin to do but mahjong.er..............

blog tmr.tatas

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

happy birthday weisin!!

2005-08-06T11:39:00.000+08:00

yesterday was weisin's birthday.

i was late for classes yesterday and i came to sch at 1 plus but lessons ended at 2.WTH!!i went to class for only like 10 mins.but the lecturer marked me present la.that's y i love mr law the best.LOL! after that i had totally nothin to do.so i slacked ard a lil.then went to eat a lil also.

after that i had a small talk with yx.damn did i miss out many things.then i met rer and we left for yew tee to meet qy.ok la, she's kinda nice. =) can't praise too much.she'll fly into the heavens.LOL!

we then walked to weisin's hse.actually i feel kinda extra la.cos i dun really know the ppl there whereas rer and qy know alot more.but luckily, WT came.well he talked cock. then we barbequed.wt left early, fc came with the main purpose to send qy hm.

after that we left to buy a lil alcohol and we met gav.he went back to weisin's party with us.then we sat a lil bit more and went up to weisin's hse to collect our bags.after that me and rer walked gavin hm while fc sent qy hm.

rer and i walked from weisin's hse all the way thru limbang park and to her hse.well, it was a tiring walk but havin her beside me, wouldnt think it would be much of a problem if i walked from here to the US. =x LOL!

yeah after that i went hm, bathed and fell asleep instantly.um...yesterday i wasn't very happy..cos of some matters.

who'd wanna lose moms twice?

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

tonight...the gates of hell swing open..muahahahahaha...

2005-08-04T23:59:00.000+08:00

woot! tonight at midnight, the gates of hell swing open.sigh...as long as we never do anything wrong, nothin bad will happen.in fact i hope my ah ma and ah gong gimme more gd luck.well...i miss them....

today, i got back my engineering maths paper and i scored pretty well(70/100).well, i'm glad lar.then i went to the library to book a project room, thanks to yan ling for her card. THANKIES! then me nichola, micheal and vuth did our science project in there.damn it was tough.after that, we went to fc 5 to have our class lunch together.then i brought my class go pool room for pool.INCLUDING PTS!!LOL! well..thanks rer.i hope i hadn't got u into any trouble.i'm sorry if i have. love ya to bits.

then i played a lil and left for meeting while rer went hm to study.gd girl.
i left to look for my dad for dinner after meeting and darn I AM FULL!.

i feel something.i'm getting poorer and poorer and poorer.sad huh? SIGH!

i_____<3_____thy_____rer

things to do...

2005-08-03T23:45:00.000+08:00

today i got back my structural mech paper.... i dun wanna say anything.guess from my mood. my mood is SAD...........................

then after sch today went for that 'national day observance ceremony' at the sports complex.kinda lame actually.but i kinda like some performances. here are all and my comments for 'em.

1st performance - SP dance and cheer group. (eeee..i dun like.totally no creativity.i teach better)

2nd performance - SP indian cultural club dance (much much much better than the previous dance.more energy)

3rd performance - helicopter display(toy) (well even though it's a toy, he maneuvered it really well k?)

4th performance - Japanese schoolgirls sing for us.(although the singing was *ugh*, some girls were rather pretty. =) hor hor kent chee ko pek.but i not interested k? my rer still the best.cannot fight!)

5th performance - kids from Kinderland in our sch performed (the kids were soooooo cute la.especially one.his friends were all performing and everything.he just sat down at the track and looked at them.then he walked to the grass to see his friends continue dancing.when the dance ended, the emcee said this is a national day observance ceremony and we had an observer over there! LOL! soooo cute the lil boy!)

6th performance - percussion by music and audio technology students (jealous of em.they suck in percussion by the way.)

7th performance - dragon dance and wushu display. (one word==> SUCKED. can add one more?====> boring....)

then we sang with the choir and everything.then i went to find rer in the pool room.
we took train to lot 1 to send her home but wt called and we met him and mel.
tricked us huh wt? mel your gf... -.- u where got so heng. =x jk la!
went to library with rer..read many children storybooks lol!while wt and mel went to eat.
after that i sent rer hm and she gave me orange juice to drink.(it was delicious dear =D)
then wt company me walk to mrt station. we crapped there till 9 plus then i left for home.know what?i read my book throughout the whole darn trip.man i swear it was the first time. =)

THINGS I REALLY WANNA DO:

(1)study hard for all my tests, reports, presentations
(2)pay back THOSE people their money(dun worry i wun run away with the cash)
(3)go to japan with rer
(4)save money for (2) and (3).
(5)and save money for (2), (3) and (4). XD LOL!!

serious la.and i will achieve ok?
aight off to ask nichola(s) to print things. blog again tmr.tatas

i_____<3_____thy_____rer.

kinda happy today.

2005-08-02T20:36:00.000+08:00

well i'm kinda happy today.firstly, i did quite well for my tests. um..i dunno about the rest of the modules but i did ok for my CADD and OC. i've got 70/100 for CADD and 80/100(highest) for OC!oh how glad.

ok next thing is, i just found out i could go to Japan this yr end.thanks to the school, and my results. =) today, i went to school not late again, =) then BMT was boring as usual, during break went to library to look for rer. her whole class was practically there.wooo, scary!she wanted my ipod lar. i gave her my ipod, stayed for a lil while then left for classes.

OC was the time when i got my results, was so happy!! after classes i went to fetch rer at W4 and told her all my good news. =) well, of course she was happy for me. but not for herself.. =(

then i sent her home and i came home.oh yeah, rer gave me coleslaw, but was crushed in my bag, so gotta wash my bag but i still ate the coleslaw.(i cherish what ever you give.)

now i gotta prepare my research for next week's OC test.
then i gotta do sketches for my IDEAS.
maybe i'll revise a lil bit of structural mechanics later.

rer: heyy sweetie, cheer up k? you did your best for your exams.remember? in my eyes, you're still the best! incomparable! =) and regarding the Japan trip, i'm sure your mom will allow you to go.the most, if your parents do not allow you to, then i also dun go. =) CHEER UP! SMILE! =D

i_____<3_____RER

i love you.

2005-08-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

these are things i really wanna say...

when you are happy,
i wanna be by your side to share your joyful moments with you.

when you are sad,
i wanna be the one to wipe your tears and make your lovely smile appear again.

when you are lonely,
i wanna be the shoulder for you to lie on so that we can look at the stars together.

when you are depressed,
i wanna share your every sad moment and cry together with you.

when you are tired,
i wanna fall asleep with you in my arms.

when i'm going to japan,
i wanna bring you there regardless of the consequences.

when you are sick,
i wanna stay by your side and recite i love you till you are well again.

and one day....just one day, when i am on my deathbed,
i wanna keep you by my side, hold your hand till my very last breath.

all this happens because,

rer,
i love you..

rush rush rush!!

2005-08-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

today, i was suppose to go to gym with yx but i didnt.was too tired ready.plus i had many projects to rush.so after school today(btw i wasn't late.LOL!) i went to library to meet rer and wt.well they didtn study lo. -.- in the end wt's singing made us laugh like hell!! LOL!

after that we just left the library, and i sent rer hm. weeeeeeeeee he! wt keep saying this all the way.

well now i'm hm.this post'll be short cos i have to rush my report.and for the sake of rer i am blogging..

rer: see how nice i treat u? bleahs =p k la study hard take care love ya muacks!

blog again tmr.

cs was boooooring..

2005-07-31T23:28:00.001+08:00

ok yesterday nothin happened! LOL!
well i woke up today..feelin quite tired.crawled out of the warm bed, turned off the air con.blah blah blah blah...as usual la.then i went to clementi for student service duty.first time i was early sia! LOL!

ok i reached there and alex was already there.he took over keval the bagpiper! LOL!
then he crap abt so many things with me.er.. gd luck for his MST tmr!
then rer came.silly girl, apologise so many times for what? i told u how many times not to apologise ready.dun wanna listen is it??

she accompanied for cs a lil while.then we left for lot 1 to meet sockz and wt and the many ppl.
first met sockz, then went to food court to meet wt,gavin and friends.whom i dunno.=then we went for pool.lost alot of rounds today la.. =( i'm damn unhappy.then i sent rer hm and came hm..

u know what, the second day today we're together and i feel just as fortunate as yesterday.guess it's really my blessing that i have her in my life.

[i love you] <3

home early

2005-07-30T16:24:00.000+08:00

i came home early today because i didnt go to dragon boat AGAIN!WTH!!cos the meeting ended so late la! can SPSU meetings not clash with my dragon boat sessions?i'm sometimes seriously irritated already.sigh.....

now here i am going to start doing my site report with no clear details of what's goin on.i am pissed again.
a hungry man is an angry man. I AM HUNGRY!grrrr...
bah nvm.tired of today's agenda.boring day indeed.guess i'll blog again tonight something interesting happens, or even if nothin happens..........

rer: take care of your son when u're out today.LOL! u take care too k? have fun.love ya lots!

dragon boat or spsu??

2005-07-29T23:42:00.000+08:00

today, i went to get the photos for AGM and guess what? overshot budget. $47.70 and my budget was 30 bucks.WTH!! but wilson form finance came to save me.or should i say the small farhan.though he's big.haha.now the commitee gotta contribute money to cover the overshot 17.70. sorry guys. =(
then i helped suzhen think of what to do for the guiness world record thingy. =)
WTH! my foot got painted white.HAHA!but i washed it off in the end.LOL!

met rer at dover mrt.made her wait so long.sorry rer.......
then we left for my hse to "study".
rer u didnt study lo.wth! in the end watched alot like love.an ok show la.abit too draggy. =\ then watched the 7pm drama on channel 8.
then i sent rer hm and came hm.dad bought food for me.well.had a fun day today.cuz of rer. =)

rer: thanks for accompanying me today.rer rawks!! love ya lots!!

[i'm thinkin whether to go to SPSU meeting or dragonboat tmr......]

genie is ..............

2005-07-29T00:16:00.000+08:00

well i went to sch today to do genie's tickets and flyers!
it was darn boring la!wth! i printed 600 sheets of flyers and a few hundred tix.
freakin tired.YEAH!! tmr goin out with rer..dunno y i'm happy.
but today's blog will be short.blog tmr.bye.

happily ever after..

2005-07-28T00:55:00.000+08:00

ok i'm home late today.sorry didnt blog yesterday.was because i came hm late and just jumped to bed.nonono..bro wanted to use com, so i'll be the mr. nice guy and not snatch it from him. =)

aight yesterday(26th) i didnt go to sentosa..instead i met wt at lot 1 for pool.then rer joined us.after pool i sent rer hm then end of story.boring day right?

well today(27th) or just now, i went to sch to make the union's notice board.keat's cutting is damn gd la! now the notice board is damn nice.hmm.then after that meeting with pub for some shirt and hierarchy chart designing.
after that i was supposed to company rer to paya lebar only, but instead led the whole or should i say 1/4 of pool club to east coast park(BBQ).ok fine my fault.
then when we reached there, i left for a lil while to play pool on my own.then rer called me to the pit.i went over and i was damn freakingly extra.but the pool people were warm and friendly la.lol!was welcomed nevertheless.
then i accompanied rer thru the bbq.sent her hm.we took the damn long 67 bus ride.which took an hr or so to reach cck.damn that was long.(my butt hurts)
then i took the train but till outram only cos there was no more last train.too bad for me i guess.well... i took a cab hm.sigh....gotta wake up darn early tmr for buying stuff for 'genie's' concert.LAME!!but i'll just go for the sake of going.sigh..tired already...blog again tmr.

rer: i had a fun time today.u take care tmr when goin shopping k?dun spend too much ah? =) love ya lots!

ciaos!

happy birthday RER!(2005)

2005-07-26T12:15:00.000+08:00

24th July 2005
ok i was preparing myself for the big time.man damn it.i slacked the whole afternoon prayin it was night soon.had a real hard time.
FINALLY, it strucked 8pm. i went out immediately to get a cake, and milky bars.
i reached hm around 9 and i quickly went to take a bath and popped myself up.
at 10 sharp, i went out on my way to cck to give the birthday girl her 1st surprise!
well.i had to say my plan worked all because of sock ying and yong xuan.THANKS GUYS!
i reached cck and yeah...placed the candles by the stairs, she came down, happy birthday!
a few minutes early though.but nvm.i said it face to face.and I'M THE 1ST!ok.after that i didnt go hm.spent sometime there,took the next morning train hm.slept!!!

25th July 2005(HAPPY BIRTHDAY)
happy birthday RER!
i woke up at 12pm.wished her happy birthday on msn, then went to meeting in sch.but i was still late by an hr.sad!!!then i thought of goin to dragon boat.so i brought my stuff along to sch.
in sch, the meeting ended at 6 plus that dragon boat ended. WTH!
then i quickly went to change,see eric and yx eat, then hastily left school!
i needed to prepare second surprise la k?
went to paragon with yx to get flowers.ex lar! lol! nvm.worth it.then i told yx to go meet them 1st.cos rer didnt know i was comin.lol i told her i had to do my projects.
then thanks to sock ying again!plan worked.i appeared.LOL!
and flowers disappear!no lar.they're in my bag.with much care from me.
we went to swensens for breaded chicken meuniere(LOL). yx i bet ur fav word!haha.
then mel ordered firehouse for rer.then happy birthday song came.she closed her eyes, made her wish then when she opened, she was holding that bouquet of flowers.
happily, i could see that she was touched la.FINALLY!!
ok after that we went to kpool, and i actually won 3-2 k?but still lose to rer.unfair neh.lol!
then i sent her hm, and went hm in cab.and i didnt got enough money to pay.so i went upstairs to get and paid the cab driver.
hmm..well.....

rer: heyy, your birthday may be over, but keep those sweet memories in your heart always.never leave them.cos we did it for you.you are still the one, the RER!i love you too!muacks!

26th July 2005
then this morning, i woke up late, was supposed to go to sentosa, but didnt.i mean, i'm still considering whether to go or not k?LOL! ya still considering.but it's raining sia.dunno if i should go or not.hmm.......lemme ponder on it a lil while..will get back to my blog tonight.
ciaos!

yesterday + today

2005-07-23T20:47:00.000+08:00

aight.didnt blog for a day cos i spent the night in school.
yesterday i had my AGM which i was dressed formally, black and white.
i was the photographer yesterday..

after that, i had to stay back in sch for a night to spring-clean the SPSU clubhouse.well..
actually i didnt quite did anything.i just did a lil here and there.

then i said something stupid, sorry again,rer. I TRUST YOU.
dun wanna talk abt it. i trust her.

then i went to fc522 to slp.only for an hr.then i had to go hm, still considering whether to go to dragon boat sea rowing or not.well..decided not to. then went hm, bathed, slept.

........................................

11.24a.m
my phone rang.rer's askin me to go to sentosa?!?!
ok.then i went WITH THE TENT!
lol..i reached there and it was pouring.i mean, why go to sentosa when it's pouring.i'm supposed to get tanned.nvm LOL!
then i waited 1hr plus for them...i didnt even know where were they la.
found them in the end.had a lil fun.though wasn't quite fun.took many pics.hope they send it to me.then we left sentosa.i'm tired and broke so i came hm to slack and use com.
while they went to lot 1 for pizza hut and pool.well..bored........

rer: have fun!!can't wait for tmr..love ya lots!

[1 more day]

i'm fucked for structural mechanics and applied sciences..

2005-07-21T20:38:00.000+08:00

i did that disgusting incorrigible structural mechanics paper.and i only knew how to do the first question out of the 3 questions.how dumb. cos i didnt study....

well serves me right la.played yesterday.sigh...
i finished the paper and met rer..sent her hm then went back to school for meeting.
but guess what, the meeting was cancelled.wth!
ok.ran some errands for casper.went around the whole campus pasting posters for this unknown star called genie."who the hell is she?" you may ask. but i'll answer you with the same contradiction of not knowing who the hell is she despite helping her publicize.

i just went hm with casper and max after that. and yes! i didnt touch my applied sciences for the whole day today.that's a lil stupid.but damn it. i'll have to study till 12 again tonight. STUPID!

oh well.i think i'll flunk SM and AS. but who cares?! sigh... no mood for anything now..
sickening thoughts!

kent: eh u suck man! can u do things properly or not?manage your time lar!
sigh....
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this sucks...

[3 more days.]

engineering maths was a-o-k..

2005-07-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

aight. i completed that engineering maths paper.wasn't quite tough.just didn't had enough time.
nvm..all set on passing..with an ok.lol.

after the paper, i went to fc 1 to eat then sent rer hm.
met my friend to get some stuff then went to sch again.
ok.i was supposed to study after spsu meeting. i freakin did not and went to dragon boat clubhouse to 'chiong' weights la.like wth!!
after that there's still somemore meeting.finished the meeting..damn..'ve got AGM on friday and i'm the photographer.
and an overnight stay at the junky place to spring clean it.hmm..boring?
nvm..hope i'd have fun.can't see *ahem*...
sigh......

ok after that meeting i got influenced by vincent and yx and went to play bball. wth again!
okok.now i'm hm, i regret not touching my notes at all. I AM GOING TO STUDY NOW!

no one is to disturb me.no one. and i'll wake up early tmr to continue studying.despite an 11am paper.

ok. off to study.

rer: gd luck for CADD tmr.i know u can do it.it's ur best!

die...diee.....

2005-07-19T23:47:00.000+08:00

whoah! finally finish my revision!
but i heck care abt trigonometry.i just gotta score well for the rest of the topics.hope i do well tmr..
hehe.845am!
i was battling fiercely with adjoint matrices and determinants just now.tedious work.
ok.tmr's engineering maths. bless me!
actually i seriously got nothin to talk abt.cos i spent my whole day basically with my tutorials.
well, i didnt see her for a whole day today.missed her.
oh well. gd luck to me tmr..

rer: aye.gd luck for ur paper tmr! must pass k?like we promised. BEST OF LUCK
take care.love ya!

sockz: gd .dun tell me anything.but nvm.glad u thought abt it. =)

ciaos.tmr~

CAD paper sucks big time.

2005-07-19T13:10:00.000+08:00

aight went to sch for my CAD paper today. damn it was tough. no la, jk.wasn't that tough.but there wasn't enough time to finish the darn paper.how does the sch think? we're what, prodigies?HELL!
then i saw a girl that look like rer.almost called out.luckily was clever enough not to. =x
ok i finished the paper.now i'm home muggin for the next paper------ engineering maths!it sucks too la.
7 chapters to cover.and i'm really tired now. after this 2 more core modules to handle.hope i actually do survive.sigh...i wanna go sentosa!!! =,( nvm...the day's comin..wakakaka! aight guys.

blog again tonight.

[i still like soya bean with fried dough]

thanks RER!

2005-07-18T23:04:00.000+08:00

ok just came hm. i submitted my o level slip! i'm an SP student again!!!
i went to gym with yx,q,ghalid, farhan and a guy just now.
after that last min pool training by big jag. omg, nv bring extra underwear la.lol!
then after training went to lot 1 to look for rer and wt. they were playing pool. then walked them hm together, as in rer and yx.then wt accompanied me for my dinner.

fuck la so many then. LOL!!!

aight. next i took a long train ride..
i 'unlocked' my keypad, moved to 'messages', then to 'inbox' and went to the oldest msg.

hmm...from the 1st day i knew her, her name was 'her name'. then after some time, it became
*baby ger*.. she was there for me all along. i saw how silly my questions and replies were.hers too! lol!veh nice lookin at hw we knew each other and everything.till now..

[i have no regrets.]

well.i gotta hurry in practising my CADD.hope i dun fail tmr. sigh.......

she didnt say gd luck. but i know she meant it. =)

lazy morning...

2005-07-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

woke up at 10 this morning.suppose to go to sch to hand in my o level slip.goin out soon..
i came online to check for any updates.btw i lost my bets.sigh....bad on luck?? i guess..

was really afraid that rer was really angry..

FINALLY.. she replied..i was safe.ok fine..i was seriously at fault la.but i know that she wouldn't be THAT petty for she is... RER.

well.later i'm goin to sch to study eng maths for a lil bit then go to gym with yx and vincent.
drop by yx hse to get something then drop by rer's.

haven't seen her but i hope she's doin well. gotta take something from her.basically it's a lazy morning. no motivation to wake up.no nothin.but i guess life'll change.i believe so..

blog again tonight...

trust.

boring day......

2005-07-17T22:27:00.000+08:00

woke up at 4 pm today..sigh....thinkin it's another boring day.
colorless and restless i crawled out of my warm bed, turned off the air conditioner, and went to brush my teeth.
looked into the mirror, trying to figure out who am i. blank mind, blank heart.then it came back.
she's in my heart ok?
lookin at my holed, pimpled, black-eyed face, i thought of tuesday when my 1st exam will commence. sigh...

forget it......

i cooked instant and ate quickly, for i wanna get my haircut quickly or i'll look like a caveman.
i bathed, changed and went out to cut my hair.
while i was cutting my hair, i saw this beautiful tribal bracelet my aunt was wearing. i immediately asked for 1 and she gave it to me. it was from tibet.beautiful.made of coconut husk.
i love it.THANKS AUNT!

ate mashed potato and GULP from 7-11, then left for hm..missed secondary times...but it's the past...too bad.. and i place a bet on gent and valencia for tmr..oooh itchy hands. hope i do win however.

reached hm, came online instantly. went to friendster and read this survey rer did..dunno what i should say or rather what i should think. well, i wasn't suppose to contact her today. so i kinda missed her.

ok more or less prepared for my OC, and i practiced my CADD quite alot of times.still, i have to practise and gather MORE information for my OC. hope i do pass.

blog again tmr.off to study!

[i wish i was a star]

she made me cry..

2005-07-17T01:01:00.000+08:00

cried...

[my only purpose of staying online is...you.. ]

flaaaaag day!

2005-07-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

aight today's the irritating boring flag day. wth... it's like freakin boring. fancy urself carrying the noisy annoying tin walkin ard in classy orchard. disgrace.we're lucky not to have uniform.lol.

luckily, i left orchard to sp.lol.thought of submitting my o's slip. 1stly i met rer for lunch with joan.ate kfc.then i slacked in sch,not needing to say i didnt do flag day.well...didnt feel like doin it,my senses told me not to. like duh! i was tired.
then rer came down to study.she didnt la. rugby rugby.crazy WOMAN!in the end didnt study.
then after that i left for orchard again to return the tin. I WAS LATE!.
what's stranger is, a caucasian approached me claiming she was form the association for the flag day.well i believed her, she had documents.
ah heck la.i gave her the tin and made my way hm.
ate instant noodles.then blogged (-.-)
maybe i'll study later.

yay.. gonna go for my haircut tmr.rer dun complain anymore. =P
BTW, HALF-BLOOD PRINCE OUT TODAY! go get it. =)

thanks for companying me today when u should be playing again.really sorry.....
miss ya!

woot!it's pool day!

2005-07-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

aight.as usual, i woke up late.went for applied sciences class. saw alienated stuffs on the board which i didnt learn.then i tried to figure things out and roughly got the idea la.
next i went for break, went to library, rer came to company..then she left for pool while i go to engineering maths.
guess what, iPASSED MY TEST WHICH I DIDNT STUDY! lol!

after sch.i went for 'lunch' which i didnt eat with rer, eugene and this guy which i dunno his name.
then i got entitled to enter the pool clubroom.lol.played pool for a lil while.then left for spsu EXco meeting.quite boring la.then finished at abt 7.45. met rer at dover, sent her hm and end of day.come hm now.maybe should practise CADD and think abt my OC topic. =) tmr there's flag day, can't go sentosa, can't go dragonboat training. SAD!!!
i'm seriously sad la.hate it man.sigh.....

heyy i promise to cross the road properly ya? =) and ur flu is still there i know, take care ok?
next time where pain tell me, should go see doc.dun make me worried.
miss ya love ya! tatas

she's my heart

2005-07-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

yeah!she's my heart, my motivation. firstly, i did 6 pull ups for her today during dragon boat.
then i decided to study hard for her. real hard.i have to.i must.
lol.nono.studies are my 1st priority.

ok today during dragon boat, it's nothin. did usual warm up, jogged around whole sch. then we did 300 push ups altogether.did circuit training to be completed in 2.25 min. we have to be the best.we are the best.

cos we're 24 men, 1 stroke, 1 heart, SP DRAGONS!

then i came hm. and now i am studying.heh.studying la.i'm trying to.real hard.

ok off to study!

i'm missing u badly. u rock my life. love ya lots!

ponned....

2005-07-14T13:01:00.000+08:00

i overslept and actually missed 2 classes today.man...i'm darn afraid i'll fail my modules.but i'm gonna use this time to study real hard.i've the real dragon boat NAPFA later.i seriously hope i can pass.damn.from 12 to 5 do what?? study is what i can do..i gotta work real hard.

actually, i feel rather guilty for not goin to sch so many times cos of my oversleeping habits. very guilty and very afraid now..shucks...
could someone pls help me.ok.
determination. I MUST WAKE UP AND GO TO SCH TMR!
aight blog again tonight if i have the time.i'll go revise applied sciences now.and BTM also.
gotta work hard.

[i'm missing her badly already........]

stoned the whole day.

2005-07-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

well today, i had OC! lecturer said that it was the best presentation so far.best prize for today man..
structural mechanics was next.the lecturer actually let us off 1 and a half hr earlier!
today's my lucky day.
after sch, rer accompanied me watch soccer(SPSU vs SMA). how nice.. then wait for yx and vincent.keon i wun forget ur stupid speech and interview.next we left.then went to west mall.
bought that beautiful singlet.i suddenly fell in love with a song.lol.but i shall not say it.

i dun really have much things to say..except thank a few peeps again for getting out of my life.
and special thanks to this girl who came into my life.thanks.

OC presentation tmr!

2005-07-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

Basically i had a wonderful day today.except a few downs.LOL! or mayb only one.
the one down is that a simple girl assuming she knows everything comes e-mailing me shitty stuffs that left my mind blank for a while.slowly recovering from the 'memory loss'.lol..shitty stuff from shitty ppl.go ahead with ur rants la.screw screw screw.screw urself.LOL!

ok.basically i went to sch early today for BTM.tried to make the shelter. DCSE ppl would know.
then baby rer was late.how could she.she shouldn't be like that.toopid girl. =x
next i had OC where i watched two other groups present.thinkin it was my turn tmr, i decided to ask more questions.to my surprise, my lecturer decided to give me marks for my oh-so-many-questions.great huh? lol! yeah.after that, went to union a while, then went to fc2 to mayb practise my speech for tmr.YES my OC is tmr. freak! then vincent and yx joined us.we went to cck lot 1 for pool.lol.surprisingly i could still play.and OMG rer was so pro la.lol..now i'm shy..i'm a guy and i can't really play.shame on me.well.that's basically what happened today.

msg to rer: aye little girl, u look great this 2 days la.saying u looked like a teacher was jokin.u look sweet and pretty la k?serious. and u really play pool well.so u gotta teach me soon.i'm glad i've got u to company me this few days.hmm..... and u fall sick easily.see la.today had fever again.must take care and drink lotsa water k? cya tmr miss ya.love ya lots!

you're heaven's gift,seriously, but will u be taken away one day? i hope not..

well i gotta rehearse for my OC. blog again tmr!tatas!

after the many days...

2005-07-12T01:27:00.000+08:00

aight. after the many days that i haven't been posting, i finally posted.oh well...mayb that's just life.i hate to say it but my secondary sch friends have left me. i dun know whether to be glad or not.cos it's difficult balancing between poly life and them.

maybe they just couldn't understand.and just like what baby rer said, i buy one get so many of em free.she's just that cute and hilarious.
well, you could say she's the only one that made my day happy today.yeah...but i still cant believe that 4 yrs of friendship withmost of em gone.mayb it's the way they despise me.if they're gonna despise me, i guess i'd be better off away from em.

aight.went for dragon boat training today, was the dragonboat NAPFA trials..LOL!i'm happy with my results. =) then stayed back with seniors to train more.only 8 freshies stayed la..i must get on the 24 men boat.

well, baby rer waited for me yx and wt.we went hm together.ya that's it.then 6 ppl came with 6 stupid smses.but whatever.i've gotten over it.despise me for all i care now.

maybe that's just my life.being alone. =)

well i just wanna thank lolla and elsinta.they've given me happy moments la.

finally.....
to rer: aye thanks for saying so much to me.i appreciated it alot.dun worry too much k?it's just me when i'm agitated.i apologise for the harsh things i said.sorry k? u haven't been slping well the past few days.i want u to go to bed early k?promise.nighty sweetie.

i'm off to bed too.ciao..

A NEW epic!

2005-07-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

i'm back to rock this blog. this yr, i'm in singapore polytechnic year 1 DCSE. basically quite satisfied. now let's talk abt the present.

firstly. i met this cute girl called *****.lol.she's ya.cute.lol. well, not only gd peeps i've met, but also villains. what is my world without villains?

i seriously dun give a fuck abt what these ppl think. they stick their noses high up in the air not lookin where they walk.go ahead.guess your height marks your downfall. =P
and of course, most commonly found, backstabbers.what the fuck is wrong man?mess up your own life instead of mine. maybe you could shut your mouth. enough of these nonsense.can't really be bothered.

well, i joined SP Dragons. =) and SPSU, which is the students' union in SP. they've really great peeps there.well saw my jamming mate there too.a few of them share my hobbies and my genre of music. well in Dragons, it's tough but 3 of us(from SPSU) will slog it out.getting in the boat's not easy.but we'll work hard.

i love this quote from the dragons: 24 men, one stroke, one heart. SP DRAGONS!

damn they fuckin rock.

aight.come back for more. adious guys.gotta slp! timetable's a lil hectic these days. =x